Monday, May 31, 2010
A step forward
So, I did what I wanted to to do, I made an appointment to the fertility clinic. I have to say It wasn't all that bad, I guess, after actually getting enough nerve to call the clinic to make the appointment. I am thinking it will get easier as we go. So my first appointment to the fertility clinic is on July 23rd. Yeah, I know that is a month away, but with my optimism maybe we will get knocked up before then. The only thing is Dale has to go with me to the first appointment, and well, at the first appoint they learn you how to count your cycles, that is a totally embarrassing subject to discuss, I really am not comfortable sharing that information with anyone including him. I personally don't think he even want to know that information about me, after all this our relationship will get even better than what we have now. It is going to be an exciting process. He knows when my friend visits, because I am just a little bit cranky because of all the extra hormones running through my body. It is just an uncomfortable topic to begin with. I will have to get over my self and move on because if I don't, it will be a long dreadful process ahead of me. Am I the only woman that feels this way or am I just an ordinary gal? I just hope everything falls into place and next year around this time I am posting ultrasound pictures of the lil turtle. And a new chapter of my life will begin!!